Everything inside me screams no no no no no. Its okay not to be okay. Just be true to who you are.

Sometimes i don’t know what id do without my boyfriend. Just thinking about it makes me want to crawl under a rock and not come out. I.couldn’t imagine waking up and not saying goodmorning, not seeing him everyday, not hearing him say i love you, and not being in his arms. People may judge and say we moved to fast but i could give a fuck less. He’s the only one i can count on anymore. He’s amazing.

I wish i had friends that actually gave a fuck about me. Anymore my boyfriend is all i have. He is my rock. Im close to rock bottom and he’s the only one that actually cares.

I wish things were better. I love you Nicolas. With all my being.

I feel so different than everyone in my school. I feel like no one understands me.

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.

Sometimes i wonder why i let myself go through this but then i remember, ill still do anything to make you smile even if it means im miserable.

Its hard knowing you love someone who you dont feel feels the same. Its hard being with someone who you would give the world to and can never realize it. Its hard doing every possible little thing to make him smile and getting continuously put down.

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everyone who reblogs this, and i mean everyone, will get a song in their ask, that i think matches their blog and personality.
every single one.